PRIVASI

When I was in Kemaman Base, I was desperately applying for any job in KL. I just want to be nearer to my husband. One of the options was quitting my job and applying full time postgraduate studies. So I applied Master of Engineering in Mechanical in addition to my BEng. To my surprise, I get accepted to University of Malaya! one of the top engineering school in Malaysia. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Fulltime Master of  Mechanical Engineering by course work. But now, I am here, in SK HQ and in doubt. Should I continue my study or just stay with my current job? My friends suggested to register first. They told me that it is hard to get accepted to UM especially for MEng. However, my husband told me to hold it. He wants me to continue Master with him. Told me to have stable job first as I just started my work in HQ. I might be going to offshore or outstation in the near future, and that will affect me if I continue my studies even for part time. What should

Assalamualaikum. Selamat pagi. Antara cinta dan cita-cita. Mengapai cita-cita, miliki apa yang aku impikan, kerjaya impian, Cinta, suami yang cukup sempurna di mata aku yang lebih dari apa yang aku minta dari Tuhan. Bunyi seperti sungguh sempurna bukan? " Never judge people until you have walked a mile in their shoes." Dan aku.. beratus batu memandu setiap minggu kerana cintaku dan cita-citaku bukan pada tangan kanan dan kiriku. Jarak. Antara cinta aku dan cita-cita aku di pisahkan oleh jarak. Cinta yang sempurna dan cita-cita yang menggunung. Buntu. "Family comes first. You can find money anywhere but not love." Di bumi Kemaman ini aku kosong. Hanya kerja yang menemani aku sepanjang hari. Membawa aku dari dilema ini. Berlalu kemudian aku sunyi. Kesik.  Ketawa aku hanya pura-pura. Ceritaku hanya untuk memecah kesunyian. Aku bukan aku. Aku lemas. Tidurku hanya untuk menanti esok hari.  Kegembiraan aku ada pada cintaku. Tiada yang lebih indah dari

May..Jun..July..anddddd September. Assalamualaikum. It had been a long time. Well i'm sorry for the lack of update here.. by that i mean, NONE. For those who are waiting about my wedding prep and day (ehem..azie).. sorry T.T No laptop, poor internet connection and superrrr busy. yeah cliche righttttttt So one pic for now and i pray hard that i'll have time to update summore later. Teaser married to the wonderful man on earth ♥ That's all for now. hehe. :p

Assalamualaikum.. I was thinking to continue with the wedding preparation update. Unfortunately, last few weeks, I was busy with the final job to close down the dept and also attending few interviews. And last week, I've got an offer. Alhamdulillah. It's one of the big Malaysian oil and gas service company and the job scope is similar with the job i did in my current company. It is an offer i couldn't resist. :) However, it also means that me and my husband will endure a long distance relationship. My new job will be in Kemaman base. It is a sacrifice i need to do and he is very supportive. So this is it. will start a new job, new place and will be quite busy after this. Hopefully i can find some time to update this blog. till then, Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum.. Bersambung lagi dari entri lepas. After the engagement, benda pertama kami start adalah dress and wedding attire. Torn off between nak sewa, sewa but custommade, or cari designer to make our own baju. Kata sepakat, we made our own baju sebab since ini adalah our once in a lifetime big day, we want to keep the baju as the memoir of our wedding. Nanti boleh bagi anak pakai masa wedding dieorang. Hahah berangan. The listing of the designer started. Aku list down satu-satu designer and end of the day lepas crossed few names, we ended up with Man Kajang and Dwen Raha. Masa tu dah memang nekad gila dah nak Dwen Raha after tgk collection2 dia kat FB. Satu malam, aku beranikan diri PM kat fb.. skali dia cakap dah penuh until August 2013. My god, masa tu baru bulan November kot.. So memang frust jugak la.. sbb kalau Man Kajang of course la tip top baju dia but since kami boleh cari designer yang better priced why not kurangkan spending on the attire kan? Then

Alhamdulillah Everything went well. Walaupun kelam kabut sedikit here and there, maklumlah anak first but yeah.. i am glad that it went well. :) Seriously need to update pasal wedding preparation since ramai yang personally email, sms, dan segala jenis bentuk komunikasi bertanyakan pasal vendor untuk dresses, pelamin, photog n even makeup. so senangnya, next time aku bagi je link blog ni yeh? last week baru je bagi sefolder gambar kat member yang tanya pasal wedding aku untuk preparation kahwin kakak dia. siap aku describe satu2. huhu.. It is the joy of sharing the best moment of my life. The preparation and the event itself. I had fun organizing it with my fiancee. He was very supportive and helpful, even he himself did his task very well. Also, not to mention the coffee shops, wedding magazines we bought and bawak ke hulu kehilir on our meet ups. inspiration. really helpful And I still remember Dome Alamanda was our first wedding preparation meet up. Ngeee...

Lebih kurang 6 bulan lepas. Kami pertama kali bertemu. Satu ketika dicerita. Sudah bertahun dia menunggu. Katanya dia bukan lelaki yg akan aku pilih. Malu untuk menegurku. Katanya aku sombong. Sungguh, melihatnya aku tak pernah. Mengenalinya jauh sekali. Hanya nama pernah di tutur oleh umi. Ke kiri, ke depan, aku mencari. Tulang rusuknya,aku. Rupanya ada saja di depan. Sejak dari kecil. Ya. Dia warisku. Anak lelaki bongsu kepada datuk saudara tiriku. Sekali lagi. Aku tidak pernah tahu wujudnya dia. Pertama kali bertemu. Hanya atas dasar waris. Tiada siapa yg aturkan pertemuan kami. Memang takdir yg membuka hati untuk aku bertemu. Lelaki bakal suamiku. Kemudiannya, satu petang yang lain. Di kedai kopi. Di uturkan ayat yang ku kira agak gila. "Sudikah awak menjadi isteri saya" Aku menangis. Sumpah. Allah.. telah kabulkan doa ku. Setiap satu yg ku mohon ada padanya. Apa lagi yang aku cari. Aku berdoa.. "Ya Allah, jika dia jodohku, dekatkanlah hati kami, permudahkan